The misfit inside me is yearning to belong, to have all her needs met. Belonging was taught to me first though the lens of religion. It sounded in my head like: "10* Commandments = Heaven" "Instinct = Evil" (esp non-Marital, pleasure-focused, contraceptive-supported, queer-friendly S.E.X" That's right folx. We talkin' bout the dirty. The authentic path seems a peaceful one. A part of me is comfortable in this pause mode. Resting, creating, enjoying life. Yet the HEART ACHES t